ohhs ; tiaratiara .

2010-01-11T19:20:00.001+08:00

sheeeeesh .

Relink me at pathethicallytiara.bs , aites . I wont bother this blogg for quite sometime . So , yeaaaaah .

2009-12-27T00:56:00.002+08:00

hey there .

i dont know why , but suddenly , i know there must be something that's gonna piss me off .

well , there is . y'know , i dont humiliate or something about the people around me , unless they were really asking for it . and so , i was listening to " friend " of mine , and i heard that someone eventually said something about me , and kind of humiliated me . its not just a person , there's a lot of you guys . its like , come'on . i dont talk about you , and there you are talking about me . its like , what ? if i had not meet this " friend " of mine , i wouldnt have known . whatthefuck lah eyhs . just stop it . i had more than enough headaches , and there you are , fucking the whole lot of shit about me . just whatever , okayhs ?

and i just dont believe it . okayhs , tiara . enough . maybe they are just being someone they wannabe , but they just cant afford . gosh , this is sickening . trulyy . can you people just own up or something , it hurts . damn fucking hurt . deeply inside . FUCK .

2009-12-25T12:06:00.002+08:00

suuuuuuup !

merry christmas .
hahahahhahhas .

was having a fver last few days . anyway , 27th turun indoor stadium , okayhs . then countdown turun zirca lah , kayhs ? hahahs . liquor , beer , jatohkan , okayhs ?

ohh , i miss lime greeen !

2009-12-12T18:06:00.002+08:00

helloh sayang ,
im back here .

currently in jurongwest , sleeping over , and slacking here . mendaaak , geee .
whooosh .

babygirl should be home by now , i guess . and i missed her already .

and guess what , i caught someone reading my blog all the time . its farhaaan ! hahas , caught ya ! ohh , banyak nyer tak main bace blog orang . padahalpadahal . tipu eyh kejek u . hmpph . tak pasal ah eyh . ni ah , budakbudak *** . hahas , anyway , member dah kakipaitao maaaah . cakap jek nak jumpe . sudaaaah lah . burung luar tingkap yang bilang i nie semuer tau .

and yeah , shekyn contacting me back . and she told me , aiai brought her to me meet my ex in jurong . whatever lah eyhs . cant be bothered . mummy nak ajak orang gy sheesha , tapi tak banyak yang nak ikot . sesape nak ikot , just inform mummy or me , yea ? and it should be a triple date .

guess what mummy said to me ? she says that in order to forget someone i love , its easy . just find a new one , and start making new memories . and i replied . i dont need love anymore , cause the love from myself is enough , to heal everything . yeaaaa . and she just kept mum .

2009-12-09T16:30:00.002+08:00

hellohs babeyh !

went to singapore idol yesterday !

got to hold&touch&hugged Sezairi , Sylvia , Malaque , Nurul . OMG , coool kan ?

yeaaaah , tabitha was out .

i said , " balik lah sial , pundek " to tabitha . siaaal ah tiara . anyway , Sezairi&Sylvia was in the grand finals . coool kaaaan ?

and you know whaaaat ? im so gonna buy sezairi's fan nye baju from his mom . :DDD

and , you know whaaat ? the double S is what i lobve !

2009-12-05T15:04:00.002+08:00

hellohs darlings . sorry for not been updating . im so sorry .

something bad recently happned to me . stupid brother . haaah . finally , after two days , got myself back . soon dapat keluar . baik .
and now , tasya entertaining me , with her latest boyfriend , syukri , my age . goddd . cool kepaaah ?
anyway , mummy lappy lagged . she say it lagged cause my body temperature was too high . =.=' . daniel was at home , i dont know why he didnt want to visit me . he's not at fault , okayh .

and to babygirl , i just received your text earlier . and im sorry . real sorry . and i just dont get myself too .

and lastly , im happy for them . found someone new . so i think i shall just leave them . alone .

and about my life ? ohh . forget it . people dont bother , so why should i bother ? sheeeeeeeeeesh . anyway , life is changing for me . its getting weirder .

currently , laughing , at tasya and syukri's nonsense , and i enjoyed it . they told me about them sounding each other . quite funny though . and mummy , she's just happy . and daniel , i forgive you , and i dont blame you for the cause that im lying in this ward .

lying in this bed and ward , with mummy's lappy on my lap , wakes me up from the dream that frightens . and tomorrow's gonna be a whole lot of new life for me .

and imj meeting up with babygirl first , i promise .

and i need no more love , cause a love for myself is enough , kan mama ?

baby , its me .

2009-11-24T14:01:00.002+08:00

hellohs . hahahs .

sorry for not been updating these days . was busy , very busy .veryveryvery .

so , its been a week and a day since Hasbu'llah left us . and i'm missing him to the core . his smile and laughters has been in my mind and always there . and so , here i am , missing him dearly .

and so , i've been contacting someone these past few days . and he's out in the jungle . * UGGGHS * . shit man . he should be back today , i guess .

my girlfriend's boyfriend is out to malaysia and should be back by today also , and im betting with her , that mine's gonna return first . hahhas . bluek :DDDD

haiyh . and so , im so excited , and putting my phone next to me , just waiting for it to beep . beep , pleaseee !

and yeahs , now mummy sucks . to the fucking core . had a tiff with her , and its a very bad one . and now , im at staying at my uncle ard's place . jurong west area there . eight hundred pluc there , what i know , dekat ngan ntuc nyer bende tu .

and currently , im doing the stuff i should , be it work . tired , tawukk . tapi okayh lah . i want jalanjalan lah . very the mendak tauu . haiyh . text me . and yeahs , kalau nak call , dont call at the recent number , call at my bill nye num . prepaid low lah sayangs .
:DDD

2009-11-15T22:38:00.008+08:00

. HASBU'LLAH .

he's in red and green , two of each coulours respectively . 17 yearold guys meets his fate .

hellohs baby .

sorry for the not so update of blog . was so busy that i just couldnt find time to upload photos and all .

dissapointed to announce , with severe heartache and sorrowness , my best smile-laughter friend , Hasbu'llah , just recently passed away . and it breaks our heart , alot . dude , we are so gonna miss you . he has just finished his 'O's , and was happy to celebrate it . a 17 yearold guy was about to live his life when this happens . the news of him drowning , wet our cheecks with our pure tears . as usual , were very the kanchiong . called every few minutes , and finally got to met him the day after . thank god . and something happened during transfer of patient . dont want to elaborate .

has , no matter what you do , we will always remember you , as promised . cause , no one can replace the high-pitched voice of yours , the natural smile and laughter of yours , and noone can replace the Hasbu'llah we know . dont worry mate , you'll be fine up there , gathered with our prayers .

and people , treasure your friends while you can .

2009-11-07T13:30:00.003+08:00

hellohs !

firstly , happy 5 months anni NAMMY-OHHbby .

* heavysigh *
stressed with the plannings for the holidays . family chalet , class chalet , and all . so , for now , bored . and im going out . jurong west .

2009-11-06T10:02:00.000+08:00

hellohs .

was a lil bit pissed off yesterday . yeahs , but was happy at first .

imagine he was like tegur me and apologised this and stuff , and i forgave , and hold no grudges . and suddenly , he like marahmarah me . cause i added his friend from tagged . and that girl is an exadss , 3T1 or 3T2 , tak salah . ape sajejek . he said something that fuckingly pissed me off . and everything was like gone and haywire . chalet , i like leave it like that , mummy ran out of house , and i didnt chase after her , dinah was crying and i aint doing anything . and i all i could afford is cry and cry . he like hurt me very deeply . and i can still feel the pain . its just unbearable .

2009-11-05T12:30:00.006+08:00

hellohs sayangs !

woke up when kakakeffa♥ called today . and i couldnt sleep back . haiyh . and now im here , uploading the previous photos , edit them , and store it . hahs . yesterday was fun . duhh ! everyone knows . went orchard yesterday , walked here and there , and proceeded to the vivo , where we camwhored a lot . spent our sunset there . hahhas . and something funny happened and i just dont realise it . i g*i**e* . and i didnt know that abangahmaaaaaaaaaad♥ was like , looking . =.=' . i nose kan . kakakeffa♥ tak warn tau . sheeesh . and so , that made my night or day . and , erm . im so going to henderson wave . sooooon . there's some pictures of us .
and so , B.JUL , EFFACINERH , AHMAAAD , DIDI , TIARA , MIMI was there !

2009-11-04T10:00:00.003+08:00

hellohs people .

woke up today with heavy thoughts of mind . in fact now , idk how explain it , but somehow , its telling me its gonna be reality . i wanted to share it , but i aint sure who im gonna share it with .

im also starting to see her true colours . and i dare not say it out , and she is superhhly gonna find my fault too . i dont care if she were to find my fault , but i were merely stating a fact what . and she still have the cheeck to say i changed ? whatever . i just didnt expect this to happen . just because a guy dumped you , and you tend to get superhh moody , and always picking up a fight . please lahs , u should know what , there's a billion guys out there , and you can just grab them anytime . and yeahs , where is your fucking promise ?

and what , u saw me ? new boyfriend ? no okayhs . yeap , that was me . and idk who the new boyfriend you're referring to . and im single . and i got mixed up . who are you exactly ? i thought HE is the only one . i think kau shyiok sendiri lahs . and thanks for tagging .

yesterday lepak with them♥ . ate at banquet , and thanks to didi , mimi and b.jul , i vomitted): sad kan ? i nose kan ? sheeesh . anyway , had fun .

thats the end of yesterday story . and , nak bersiapsiap now .

2009-11-03T10:53:00.002+08:00

hellohs , darlings .

yesterday meeted babygirl , go marsling lame . and didi wants to meet her . fuck lah he . nak jumpe and then just dumped . puki kau lahs .

fetched kakakeffa yesterday . and so lepak jap with kakakayu , kakakikah , and herguy .

then proceeded to cityhall , with kakakeffa , abang ahmaad , didi and b.jul . so far , funn . okayhs lahs .

2009-11-01T12:33:00.002+08:00

had gastric yest , and today too . sakit , but what else can i do ? ate medicine , slept . but still , it hurts . sheeeeeeeeeeeesh .

now , preparing to go to 750 jurongwest , meeting up a friend of mine . sheeeeeeeeeeeesh . anyways , macam malas , tapy kene pergi jugak . eyhs , this friend of mine very the unreasonable . orang sakit pon kene pergi . nanti kalau aku pengsan , macam mane ? bodohh . hmmphs .

abang ajai a.k.a abang paitao semlam ade hal . die pairap budak cine , tak salah . and he didnt got the chance to explain to me cause i was fedup and hung up the phone . he promised me not to pairap anymore . and now , he got back to his words .
whatever lahs abang . adek dah malas . and pasal abang ngan mataer abang tu , i cant advise you anymore , cause i myself single , tak patut advise kan orang . so just take care . okayhs ?

seriously , i feel like shouting to the people i care and those who likes to go piang and pairap these stuffs ." STOP ALL THESE , CAN ? WAKE UP ! WHAT DO YOU GET IF YOU GO PAIRAP ALL THESE ? KALAU DAPAT EXTRA LIFE TAK PEK JUGAK ! "
seriously , they made my day worse . okayhs . chill . let them do whatever they want . i wont care anymore .

2009-10-31T17:33:00.002+08:00

hellohs hellohs .

yesterday , went to jurong to watch abang fezi and temanteman play takraw . hahahs . that tuut was there too , and abang PAITAO was there too . hahahs . PEE - AAA - AII - TEEE - AAA-OHHH ! PAITAO ! hahahas .

but i did enjoy most when we ran around , giving people the fake lizards and cockroach . hahahs . kakak ayuu ! jom gi kedai kopi , gy toilet . ahahhas . sanggup tau kiter , gi kedai kopi just for going toilet , umah abang fezi tak nak tau . nak kedai kopi jugak . and yeahs , kat situ banyak TIKUS ! eeeeeeeeeew~ . hahahs . anyway , thats all .

2009-10-31T14:55:00.000+08:00

hellohs people ! hahas .

so missing N1'09 ! ughs ! okayhs . noone retained . gooooooooood ! which brought my smile back to my morning . anyway , im so gonna miss you all eyhs !

and yeahs , QIQI'S back . and she's superhh angry with me for not taking care of my relationship carefully . but i just nodded my head . buat bodoh lahs . now she wants me too post at my blog , telling my true feelings about him . WTF ? and i said this to her , kau step die bace jek kalau aku post .
and she was like , bingitbingit sendiri , why i break with him . eyhs qiqi , comeon lahs , this thing was like 4 months already siak . semuer orang macam biase , asal kau like over-reacting . bodoh lahs . and now , i argueing with her . and she nearly chatted with fyiee just now , cause he was online . wtf kan ? i nose kan ?

and yeahs , arif , kau peyh penknife was like with me taus . hahahas . kau pahampaham jek lahs . hahahs . aku sumpah rindu kau , panjangg ! hahhahahas . eyhs , kiter jiwer single uhks . hahahs .

i miss N1'09 !
shit , thanks to qiqi , im lke missing fyiee deeply inside , and tear rolled down my cheecks . baby i miss you !

2009-10-30T07:21:00.003+08:00

hi .
woke up feeling unusual . sadly , i got this feeling saying that im replaced . be it from babygirl , sister , daughter , and person . and so i did check tagged , facebook , friendster . well facebook has the most answer . cant deny that im weeping now , silent painfull heartache , which im facing now . hurt . fedup . sucked . fucked up . everything in a sec . FUCK . naaaahs , no longer attached , i guess . but , for all i know , i changed , and tend to get so fucking emotional over something small .

and i dont want to share my mind or anything to anyone anymore . thanks for replacing . have fun , with your future replacee . and , how much i fought with you , how much u hurted my feelings , how much u hurted me through your words , how much i hate you or how much u hurted you , u hated me , never it crossed in my mind that i want a replacement . cause i know people are inperfect , and think you're still the best . and i never go with anyone when you aint around . setia ? so much for your setia pade satu eyhs . and i think u know u who are . and i'll pay .

dearest and babygirl , what ever happens , ishallstillloveyou . and i would never find a fucking person for a replacement . thats a promise . and babygirl , i still havent break my promise to you .

2009-10-28T16:33:00.002+08:00

babys !

today nunu and arif and suzy went to my crib . watched TAKEN . again , i know . anyway , daniel , my brother like raped arif . nose kan ? lol . and im attached . to my one and only * ehems * . hahas . okayhs . ilovehim . i nose kan ?

2009-10-24T16:08:00.003+08:00

and that's radiah .

firstly , abang ajai ! adek maseyh majok ngan abang uhks . hahhahaha . nose ! promoted . people , im sorry . i dont know , why i have been very sensitive these days . sheeesh . anyway . i missed being loved , worried for , texted and called , teased at , etc . i hate my current life .

yeahs , babygirl wasnt in school for the last two days . something happened to her great-great-grandfather . nose . cant deny missing her though . working at sentosa next friday , which is a little sickening cause i didnt know that AFAI , si pukimak tu , work there . knncb . go die lahs he . anyway , justin , as promised ?

2009-10-21T20:25:00.004+08:00

hellohs readers !

HAPPY 9 MONTHSARY BABYGIRL ! ILYSM !

sorry for the lack of update . was BUSY M-I-A-ing .

sheeeesh . firstly , i've been with KakEffa , AbangFezi & Friends , AbangAjai and not forgetting , NunuBbygirl && SuzyDearest. cant deny that they have been there for me when i needed them , much less like brother-sister-lovee . babys , ilovekorang manymany uhks . have been thinking and thinking throughout the days , and advises given , i think i should let go of the past . cause , like they said , whats the use of me loving him , when he dont even single fucking care ? oh noseeeeeeeee , in a great-severe-dilemma ! oh damn , i want him , but yet i have to let go of him . why nose , why ? ughs .

people , if u know that someone loves u deeply , do not reject them , cause , both guys and girls have feelings . and you should be lucky that they love you alot . they might be heartbroken . like i am now . so , dont contact me at my phone now , cause i purposely get rid of it . MIA-ing .

2009-10-14T22:56:00.003+08:00

heyhs . its acap people .

he ran away from home . and he's now at bukitbatok . sadly , he ticked me off when i need a listening ear . and now im in need of one . he fought through msn . like hell .

and acap . whatever happen , be it we fought , aku tak akan matikan sedare sendiri aku uhk . aku tak akan panggil aku peyh budakbudak pon nak rembat kau . tak terlintas dalam otak aku sia . aku paham uhk kau ader matae , tapi takmo tinggalkan keluarga kau ngan sedare kau untuk matae uhks . favour uhks . everytime , kau need a listening ear , at anytime pon , selame ni , sape sanggup bangun tido , cuci muke , beros gigi untuk dengar kau peyh cerita ? sape sanggup turun hougang naek cab , temankan kau nanges kat pondok ? sape pujuk kau ? sape sapu tahi kau ? i never even ask for anything in return . takpek uhk acap , aku dah biase uhk kene gyni punye care . takecare uhk . aku tetap tak akan mati kan sedare darah danging aku sendiri .

and seriously , i need someone to talk to , and i need fyiee .

2009-10-13T22:15:00.003+08:00

heyhs , the song , Tak Ku Sangka Tak Ku Duga , means a lot to me . its the same thing , as what as im going through now , and what im thinking now . cant deny that tears rolled down my cheecks when i hear this song , while reading the saved messages of his .

here is few of them ,

its actually for QIQI : Aku jatuh cinta dgn ko..ouh tu sudah tak bleh..aku sygkn tiara srg je!!
happie 1 month aniversary bby!!
btw u cn kol me jap..rindu dgn suara u..
u r soo careless tau b..mcm gini u bleh lose me..seh..
wats yrs is mine..so they wan yr blood means tat they wan my blood too...
murnin b!!i'm goin off nw..tc of yrself..luv u lots!!jgn lupe mkn!! and ouh ya ! yr medcine..mkn jugak..and always remember this..The hardest words to say to you is, i have to leave u..and the sweetest words to say to u is, I LOVE U!!LOVE U LOTS!! GOIN TO MISS U LOTS..TC!!

and this song is specially dedicated to him ,

malam , kutidur tak lena , teringatkan dirimu , terimbas kembali kenangan lalu , alangkah indahnya bersamamu ,

mengalir , air mataku , menemani malam sepiku , ku rindu saat bersamu , sukarnya untukku melupakan mu .
dahulu engkau , berikan cinta , mengapa kini , engkau berubah ? manakah janji akan setia menati .
jikalau engkau tak lagi cinta , katakan saja , aku tak kesah , dari kau terus membuat ku menunggu .
tak ku sangka , tak ku duga ,
perpisahan yang akan melanda .
dah ku coba , pertahankan , namun dirimu pergi jua ,
cintamu bagaikan rembulan , yang hadir bila malam menjelang , kau hilang bila siang mendatang , begitu lah sikap mu oh sayang .
kau lontar cintaku di tepian , ku bagaikan hanyut di lautan , yang lemas di dalam percintaan , dipukul gelombang keresahan .
dahulu engkau , berikan cinta , mengapa kini engkau berubah , manakah janji , akan setia menanti ? jikalau engkau , tak lagi cinta , katakan saja , aku tak kesah , dari kau terus membuat ku menunggu .
tak ku sangka , tak ku duga ,
perpisahan yang akan melanda .
kan ku cuba , pertahankan , namun dirimu pergi jua .
cintamu bagaikan rembulan , yang hadir bila malam menjelang , kau hilang bila siang mendatang . begitulah sikap mu oh sayang .
kau lontarkan cintaku di tepian , ku bagaikan hanyut di lautan , yang lemas di dalam percintaan . dipukul gelombang keresahan .
mengalir , air mataku , menemani malam sepiku ,
ku rindu saat bersamamu , sukarnya untukku melupakan mu .

and i still love him , and i swear , it never fades away .

2009-10-13T11:49:00.003+08:00

ohmygod ohmygod ohmygod .
he's finally back in singapore .
seriously , OHH-EMM-GEEEE !

nothing can describe my happiness when he's back . its like a heaven thingything .
imagine , im like waiting outside 7-11 [ itsastore&more ] , talking to bbyg , when this little sunshine of mine text me , im back from brunei ! i cant stop blushing and smiling , seriously . actually , i was about to jiwangjiwang . then he texted , tros hilang jiwang jady hyper ! cool kan ? but later , something happened . regretted it . fyiee , im sorry . seriously , im sorry , and my friend should have not said like that . im sorry . sorry , please ? and im still missing you . and lastly ,

should anyone been reading my blog all the time , and should anything happen to me , just take care of yourself . cause life happens once in a life time . takecare . and iloveeveryone of you . but i love him more . takecare .

2009-10-12T12:44:00.002+08:00

hellohs .
okayhs ,
HE'S coming home soon . my mood like fade away after something happened . and i wouldnt want to tell anybody about this . its a pathetic life im leading . after one , another comes in . this aint a problem , y'know . mummy doesnt even know about this , only me , and acap know about this . should i , or should i not ? and for all i know , im this and that .

and i got into another case . IO Saiful talked to me , and i just listened . for all i know , i yes-no-okayhs type when he talks to me . mummy was happy , i guess . since she wanted it so badly . but too bad , her fcking plan failed . thanks to one fucking guy , who made stories about me , and made mummy believe him , and here i am . and thanks PakSu and MakSu . you've been a great help . so , here i am , staying put at his' place . babygirl , mane promise ? help me luhks , im not at home . and , dorang peyh anak sedare hot sia , and that's for nunu or aiai . im sticking to one . aink .

and yeahs , suzy . i pity her a lot . on her 7 months anni morning , she cried a lot . sad kan ? but this aint nizar's fault uhks . this is all because of stupid jasman . desperate punyah budak . damn him uhks . suzy , cheer up . you've been strong for the past few months . from march till october . surely nothing can happen . just try start smiling , as usual . and im so envy of you . last long aites . and you know what i want . :DDDD

48 more hours , 2880 more minutes , 172800 more seconds , come home bby .

2009-10-11T00:17:00.002+08:00

still counting down , again .
3 more days , 72 more hours , 4320 more minutes , 259 200 more seconds to go !
yaaaay .
but seriously , im scared . someone asked me ,

someone : " babe , kau excited apesal ? mane tahu die TERLUPE kau ke ape , u never know what . "
me : " sheeesh . kau nie . bukannye nak get excited with me or something , nie uat makin down pulak . "

but seriously , what if he does ? ohh-emm-gee . shit uhks . anyway , im just little extra confident . nunuuuuuuuu ! i miss him badly . i want him back .

whereever you go , whatever you do , i'll be right here waiting for you .
whatever it takes , or how my heart breaks , i'll be right here waiting for you .
i'd do anything to fucking get you back .

2009-10-10T00:13:00.000+08:00

still counting down .
seriously , feels like i want to be the first he meets , or call or text .
4 more days , 96 more hours , 5760 more minutes , 345 600 more seconds .
yay , its decreasing !

ainks .

2009-10-09T00:08:00.000+08:00

eyhs eyhs korang ! counting down niehs !
somebody very important coming back .
14 eyhs . seriously . excited nak mampos .
eyhs , geram nyerhs .
five more days , 120 more hours , 7200 more minutes , 432 000 more seconds .

0hh , hellohs !

2009-10-07T01:32:00.003+08:00

hellohs . suzaay helped me edit my skin blog , bukan taktahu , malaaaaaas !
went out . jumpe ifaaaaaah . hahas . fairuz ohh fairuz . aku nak beli slipon yang ade mulot uhks . seriously , tenok dorang ade mataer jealous sia member . sheeeeeeeesh . hahas . and sorry for the not-always-updating blog . lately , busy and swineee . hehs . and that's acap , he's my cousin . aaaaaaaiinkk . he rocks ! and acap , takmo sad . try retaking your NLVL science paper 1 . i wish you all the best , aite ? amin . see , your cousin very the good one horhs .

2009-10-02T13:36:00.000+08:00

hellohs .

went out raye todaay . with them again . quite fun . seriously , i was jealous .
got three couple and coming-soon-official couple together . and i missed * you-know-who * . babygirl wasnt around i was like , missed her . ALOT ! okayhs . went my house at 12.15 am . yeahs . murni , me , ifwat and arif . nasya got to go already , when we are already in the cab on my way homee . ifwat send her off , we waited in the cab . reached my house , and something fun happened . took a video of it . hahas . the MELATAAHS ! hahas . anyway . theres some photo of us . and the video ? cannot post it here . if you want , i can send it to you . hahas .

2009-09-30T18:24:00.004+08:00

hellohs !

was absent today . sick . with fever and flu and cough . sheesh . my nose itchy uhks . paaaainn , y'know ? ahahas . anyway . quitting smoking . slowly . after the 310809 incident . nomore . nomore . its gonna be out of my life soon . hopefully . anyway , school ? they sucks . especially with mrfaisal . he wants to put me in inschoolsuspension , cause i didnt go detention yesterday . eyhs seriously , if i were to lie yesterday , i wouldnt be vomitting in front of mummy and taking temperature in front of her . yeahs , it reached 38.1 . seriously , its boiling , y'know . hothothooooooot !

and yeahs . i missing someone from yesterday . cant believe i cried when i read back the messages he gave me . the old ones . i sure missed it maaan . fyiee . imissedyousomuchs . can i dearly have you back ? pleeeeeaaaaaaaseee ?
thankyou . ily220309 .

hellohs .

2009-09-27T21:34:00.002+08:00

was at home the whole day . boringg . i nose kan ?

went out , go woodlands mart , ate at mcd . balek , ceret-beret . damn !
anyway , thats all for today . saket perot uhks . sakeeeeeeeett ! help me ! paaaiiinn !

2009-09-27T13:27:00.004+08:00

hellohs .

went out raye today . was fun , though . but something was on my mind . him . he's away in brunei . left singapore last friday , which is yesterday . coincidentally , i was on m.c . so , he left . and i missed him . regretted sleeping early , cause he tried to call me in the last 3 nights , leaving a lot of missed calls . regretted . seriously . and now , i missed him like hell . and yeahs . i bongkar the folders in my comp , and i found our pictures . immediately , set as desktop background pic , profile picture and all . sheesh . seriously , sekarang baru nak muncul . but im happy , at least ade gambar die jugak . and im so gonna keep this as a secret . daamn . anyway , istillloveyou , fyiee .

hehs !

2009-09-25T22:47:00.004+08:00

hellohs , sayangs !

ahahas . sorry wasnt updating for the last few days . hehs . busy-woman katekan . ahahas . anyway , went out with the babes and dudes for raye , 3 rumah jek , its planned anyway . babygirl's house , cikguliza and ifwat's . cool . but one thing i hate . the heels . not melecet uhks . its pressure . blood stop flowing for a moment . sheeeesh . and then jalan jalan at cwp , 10.05 , alek . and yeahs . i didnt talk to ifwat , shafiq , haikal and izman . tapy at last shafiq took the same bus with me , then he tried talking to me , and then i talked to him back uhks . haikaaaal , ifwaaat , izmaaan ! akutak maafkan korang uhks ! hmmphs ! here are some photos taken . :DDD

and yeahs , next friday still got somemore outing !

hahas .

2009-09-22T23:53:00.000+08:00

hellohs ! ahahas .
today took a lot of pict . but lazy to upload uhks . swinee kan ? i nosse . anyway , goodnight !

selamathariraya !

2009-09-22T23:43:00.009+08:00

hellohs !
hehs .
sorry never update the blog , for the last few days , aye . busy maaahs ! hariraya whaaat ! nyehahahas . anyway , this is the picts of today , :DDDD

VERYMUCH DISSAPOINTED IN BOTH OF YOU .

2009-09-17T21:33:00.005+08:00

thank you for everything . i enjoyed it a lot . this is the bestest birthday gift and suprise i ever had .

OPEK , i know i had done nothing to you , and yet , i got this . i forgave you and her for your foolish acts , and i take it as a memories .

BBYGIRL , i forgave you . i know you didnt mean it . but i just need time to overcome everything . he's been threathening me , about telling my mother , and all . i confronted to my mum , and i got the very best punishment for it . and thanks to all , i cant be what i used to be , like before . im not blaming the both of you , its just that i appreciated it . and i think i deserved it , for being rebellious . anyway , thanks alot .

im just dissapointed with you . i cant explain it , but what i know , i might go on with my plan . so , bbygirl , just tell opek that im sorry , and i wont disturb you both from now onwards . and yeah , bbygirl , you are still mine and only . imsorry . iloveyoulikeialwaysdo .

muchloves ,
tiara.twinklestaar

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME !

2009-09-15T22:46:00.003+08:00

hellohs :DD

for the first time in my AI life , i took bus at my original busstop , as i was late . but i wasnt . heh ^^ .

secondly , i talked to bbygirl , from the busstop before the adm stop , till we reached school . sumpah we like crazy .

ohh well , entered the class , and everyone was like , HAPPYBIRTHDAY TIARA ! =.= acted as per normal , so that people wont suspect , and i passed . hahas .

though it was a suckish birthday , i enjoyed my moment with you , bbygirl . thanks a lot . anyway , today macam siaaaaaaaal . alek , makan , mummy talked about BGR . i thought she was against it . and she was ,

mummy : " KAK , BILER THE LAST TIME KAU ADE MATAER ? '

me : " erm , fyiee uhks , sape lagy ? in fact , ade lagy ke ? "

mummy : " dah patch ? "

me : " ? huh ? naaah uhks . "

mummy : " bile nak patch ? "

me : " ntah eyhs . tanye die uhks . "

mummy : " number ? "

me : " wait , are you serious ? heh , i dont believe you . bluek . "

mummy : " kau eyh , bile aku dah nak kasi grren light, kau tak nak . menyusahkan hidop aku tau . "

me : " eyh ? ma , mama nak ice milo ? kesian mama berleteh dary tady . mesti haus . "

i walked off , with a slumber face . hohs . then , went home . and i realised something . i wasnt enjoying the whole day , infact , i realised that i have been living 15 years of a pathetic life .

ohhs ,

2009-09-13T02:02:00.005+08:00

hellohs , everyone !

im so happy today ! meeting someone special tmrw , currently talking to [ insertsname ] . talking about dogs . cooool . seriously , i enjoyed . well , it inspires me into keeping a dog , be it a guided dog or an anjing yang jinaaaak . bluek . nothing much happened today // tonight . well , thats all for today .

and yeahs , to ***ikayseowwwwww , fly a kite !

muchloves ,
tiara.twinklestaar ♥

hellohs :DDDD

2009-09-11T10:51:00.000+08:00

nothing happened much tuday . was seriously boring . like hell . continuing post later .

hellohs :DD

2009-09-10T10:22:00.000+08:00

hellohs sayangs ! :DD

firstly , happy birthday SHAREEFA , HAFIZ and JAMADIL ! getting older , right ? gooooooood .

secondly , im happy ! :) , cause , im meeting someone special in my life , soooooooooooonn ! * yaaaaaaaaaaaaay !*

a brief of what happened to me last night .
waited for someone like tunggol , meanwhile , talked to bbygirl . im like , so happy . we are mataer . with bbygirl , like indeed . but for a moment only . and yeahs , before that in the morning // afternoon , bbygirl scare me a lot . she say she was going to NUH . wth ? she said she was going on for operation . but instead , she pulled my leg . okayhs , was paiseyh at first . nyehehehehs . * waaaainkk *

seriously , i missed bbygirl . meeting her today , but she havent gave me a call . sheeeeeeeeeesshh . but nvm , ill be waiting . currently , talking to mummy otf . suprisingly , she wasnt nagging . cause i did the household chores for yesterday , the day before yesterday and this morning . all by myself . * abeyh tiara bangge ! * bluekk ! heh .

and now , checking facebook , fs , tagged , listening to music . :DD

muchloves ,
tiara.twinklestaar .

2009-09-09T10:56:00.000+08:00

hellohs :DD

sorry didnt update blog yesterday . was busy changing template . hehs^^ .

bbabygirl , congrats !
:DD

muchloves ,
tiara.twinklestaar

2009-09-08T00:52:00.002+08:00

HI NAMA SAYA NUNUEDORA. SAYA TEMAN KARIB TIARA. SAYA AKAN MENGEBLOG UNTUK DIA.
cut the crap! Hi readers of Tiara's blog, i am nunuedora! :D
Im currently otp with her, she ah. membebel alot you know!
TETAP BESTFRIEND/BESTGIRL NUNUEDORA!! :D

2009-09-07T07:20:00.000+08:00

hellohs :DD !

brokefast at Uncle's House ! Everyone was there . Except for Darls-Sha . * ughs * ! but nvm , though she aint there , everything went smoothly . and yeahs , let me intoduce you my latest anak sedare , Imil Ihzan . he was born on 110509 , and is 7.5kg . heaaaavy luhks , but he looks like an american . wait , belande in english what uhks ? i got mixed up uhks . paiseyhpaiseyh . anyways , i carried him most of the time ! heavy is heavy , but he is cuteeeeee . kakak dyana says she aint gonna produce anymore . wth ? she is still 24 arnd there , still can what . just 5 only what , still can add , =.= . no luhks , kidding .

the main subject was like NS . cause abang Asri is going for NS , this coming thursday . seriously , gonna miss him already . sheeeeeeeeshh . and yeahs , talked about NS , the mats , the botak life , the bunks , the hantus at tekong ! -.- . hahas , then kakak dyana was like saying the girls gonna start ns , for those whose ic number , starts with T . hahas , which means , her daughter ! Dinah , Dhea , Ilora ! sad kan ? i nose kan ? and yeahs , i kept on saying NOSE here and there , the anak sedare of mine like , follow , especially , AAN , DINAH , DHEA . coool or what ? what , i know . back to topic of NS . sheeeesh . someone spot my interest during the topic . well , i was intrested in bothe the mats and the hantus . and then got this one person there , says ,
" tiara , u so focused uhk about mats ? tsktsktsk . "
and i was like ,
" sheeeeeeeeeesshh . where got ? im intrested in the hantus luhks . "
and she was ,
" really mehhs ? i thought you scared of hantus . "

i like change the topic and continued to talk about the MATS , then the HANTUS !
MIANG EYH TIARA , BEAT BARU TAHUU ! lawl .

they went homee , then i went cwp first , buy present then lepak at around 742 there with ramsy they all , then went home , at around 3 plus . waaycooooool . but not that cool . :P

went home , slept like a pigg . swineee .

muchloves ,
tiara.twinklestaar

2009-09-05T23:57:00.001+08:00

hello humans ! :DD

im sorry if i hadnt been myself for quite a sometime , you know its hard to forget someone you really love , and you might take all the risk to b with him . and so i did , but to no avail . i tried listening to all the songs he gave me , trying myself to forget him . and i still could remember the song he gave me , when he asked for a stead , KAU INGIN KU MILIKI . then there is this song that we onced duet-ed . SUPERHUMAN . and others uhks . mummy said i should try forgetting him , cause she realises that im the no-longer me . she was like ,
" kak , i was wondering why you like change bit by bit ? it doesnt mean that [ insertsname ] left you , u need to be like this . there is still a lot of boys out there , just go grab one and its done . "

and i was like ,
" maaaa ! stop it caaaaaaaaann ? it my life what , i'll take control . so should there be any doubt then i find you kayhs ? for the time being , i want to be aloneeeee . caaaaaaan ? " .

mummy just shooked head , left a heavy sigh on me and just leave the room . whatever luhk eyhs .

seriously , i missed him , like i would always do . and like loved him like i used to . he was my one and only then . if only i could meetup with him , and confessed face to face , i would , even if it takes my life . i swear .
but naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahh , i wasnt allowed to do it , caused its as if he wanna meets me . nose luhk caaan ? and yeah , i tegor him at msn yest , and the only phrase he could come out with is , " SO WHAT " . best kaaaaaan ? amalkan selalu uhk eyhs . * ugghs , siam uhks * .

and as for activities of today , was quite boring though , was at home all the way , slept here and there , like a pig . * of course * . then watched tv , bathed , and then like watched korean drama . didnt online the whole day , nor touched the computer caused wasny in any mood . talked to babygirl for a while , and then slept again , eventhough a very close timing to breakfast . tomorrow's breaking fast at Uncle's House . and abang asri's leaving for ns . seriously , im starting to miss him . sheesh . and idk what stroke onto me , feeling emotional suddenly . haiyh . and thats all for today !

muchloves ,
tiara.twinklestaar .

2009-09-04T21:31:00.000+08:00

hellohs adorlings !

didnt go to school today , woke up at 11 , seeing 61 missed calls , 20 messages . partly from unknown stranger , who claims to be my boyfriend . * eeeeeeeeeeww ! no-way ! * from babygirl , her pp8 num and her bill number . and was from mummy !

wokeup , called bbygirl straight away , asked her where she is and she said she was going home , from school . and to my suprise , it was 11 . how pathetic kann ? i know kan ? asked her to come to my house , and she did . used comp , smoked , cooked , eat , smoked , talked about guys and then MONYET text me , randomly . i asked him for a meet up , and he said , kalau nak jumpe , kat macpherson . who's gonna entertain ? bluek . no-way . well actually i could . but i havent bathe , futhermore , im still sleepy . * swineeeeee * . hehehs . went down , lepak jap , smoked with nunu . saw nasrun , talk and talk , sent nunu home then went homee . eyh , correction , sent nunu till bus stop . hehehs . you should know im a swine what . cheeeeeese ! hahahs .

slept like a pig after that . but wait . i bathe already by that time , okayhs . woke up at 6.30 , when mummy gave me a call , to open my room door . blueks . by right she could just open it using a key . how swine mummy is . sheeeeeesh . great , like mother like daughter . peace . got a nag from nanny . i dont know when she came also . and i can still memorise clearly what nanny said , it goes like this ,

" ape nak jady ngan remaje zaman sekarang ni ? kalu tak melepak tido . kalau tak tido , melepak . kalau tak melepak , tido sampai malam . ape nak jady ? anak dara ape kau ni ? memalukan perompuan jek . keciqkeciq cute , dah besar menyusahkan orang . ini uhk budahk zaman sekarang . dah berape hari kau tak balek rumah kau ni ? elok sangat ke tido kat umah kawan kau tu ? si * insertsname * ? ape dah jady ngan kau ni . mulemule tak dengar kate mama , sekarang lary rumah , lepas ni ape ? menyundal ? "

and she goes on and on . and i replied to her this ,

" nek , ade baik nye nenek gy minum suaa . dah batal puase dah . petpot sane sini macam orang gile . gy minum sua . dah baek orang balek , bile tak balek , call , suro balek . sampai call cikgu pakse suro balek . bile orang dah balek , dah start perangai gile nenek . bising uhk . "

then i took my meal , go up , slamme the door . fuck her uhk . nabeyh turban . cheese-kate . nose luhk she . * ughs * !

then mummy went up , talked to me , physco me here and there , then i went down . and guessed what , nanny like stare at me . wtf ? i nose kan ? i laughed all the way , that made her call me crazy ! nenek gile luhk nenek .

and yeah , IO Saiful called me . hahas . mengatal sambil asked me what happened . nose luhk he . hahas . i was laughing all the way when i was talking to him . and i had to come down police station for futher investigation . noseeeeeee . asked for my address , gave my block , 8th storey , woodlands cresent , my unit number , and all .

and yeahs , currently blogging and facebooking and friendstering , and listening to music . heees . peace or cheese .

goodnight ,
tiara.twinklestaar

2009-09-02T18:07:00.000+08:00

hellohs :DD

was and wasnt myself today , suprisingly , i broke down when i like , heard the news about jon . omfg , i missed him siaaaaaa . never thought that i would broke down easily . cried my heart out , in fact , it wasnt enough . bbygirl and suzy was like , " enough tiara , enough . " . i was like nearly attempting to die . wtf ? i know kan ? im just curious , why must he like take the harsh decision ?

okayh tiara , hes gone . there's nothing you can do . forget him pleaaaaaaaasee .

and yeahs , nothing happened in school really , my day too . and thats the end of my post . :)

muchloves ;
tiara.twinklestaar .

2009-09-01T02:38:00.000+08:00

hellohs sayangs :DD

sticked at home all they way today . wasnt in good mood at all . thinking of bbygirl , monyet , jon , and last night's case . seriously , i had phobia going out late at night , wearing uncensored clothes . i sweaar . omg , i hate this . i dont wanna become a victim , y'know . * ughs * . smoked 9 sticks of winner , and im not fasting . sheeeeeeeeeeeeessshh . tsktsktsk . then , monyet called and asked for a meetup . want there , met him . then bbygirl called and she's on her way to cwp , but with mummy and daddy . hahas . met up , told everything , and she nearly broke down . im sorry b . and i miss him . i want him back . nose , raye is coming , and time seems to be shorter for me to talk to him . nooooooooosssssssseee . wait , help me . * ughs * nvm him . i wanna be the old me , the happy-at-all-times me . i dont wanna get emotional due to stupid reasons . i want myself back , pleeeeeeeeeaaseee god . i badly want it . ohh , seriously , i wanna breakdown . tiara ohh tiara , come back to your own self . sheeeeeeessshh .

imisshim , imisshim , imisshim . i want him back .

bbygirl , forget [ insertsname ] , he cheats you maaaaaaaann .
and ill be there .

310809

2009-08-31T12:52:00.002+08:00

♥ firstly , happy birthday darren ♥

had teacher's day celebration at school , it was funn . i swear , mdm low was the HOTTEST ! okayh , fake . she was the best dressed teacher , i guess . okayh , took pictures with the teachers . heeeeeees . lawl . i know . then went to cwp , nunu♥ was like shocked the shops arent open by 1030 . okayh go paah ? she accompanied me back home , then mandi , siapsiap and then went her house .

at nunu house , something happened . was happy firstly , then tear rolled down my cheecks . stupid jonjon . shit him . damn . then nunu♥ asked me to be normal , cause its our day out together , and its supposed to be happy . so i did .

reached vivo , murni called , talked things over , and was pissed off . lost my mood for like a moment , then went as per normal . went to catch a movie . yeahs , management . lawl . i know . then , there is this part , that brought us giaaaaann . wait , dont get the wrong idea . OKAYHS ? meanwhile , there is two couple in front of us , did the * clearthroats * , omg , eeeewww . malay somemore . disgusting . batal puase i !
lawl . i swear , they did that thing . what the fuck ? i know kan ? eeeeeeeeeeeewwwwwwww ! yeahs , nunu♥ missed untaberg♥ , and i missed [ ♥insertsname♥ ] . camwhored , went to mcdonald , buy some food for BUKE / SAHUR ! bought cigarette , went up to see the sun set . sweeeeet kan ? i know . talked and talked , chitchat , laughs and giggle . camwhored . pose like a sundal , a geek , a baby , a whore , everything uhks . then nunu♥ bareng , then this group of mats , like wanting to go our way , then maybe they saw nunu♥ doing that , and they diverted // detoured their way :DD . goodgood . seriously , it was funn ! went home , took the train , and sempat cuci mate . but sadly , that white guy like turun orchard . sheeesh .

reached woodland , and something happened to me .

went home , slept like a pig ! oinkoink !

and yeahs , those who thinks that u have your photos in my camera , ill upload them in fs and facebook .
photos of me and babygirl♥ will be there , in a different album .

muchloves ,
♥ tiara.twinklestaar ♥

2009-08-30T21:46:00.000+08:00

hib ! hahas . im sorry if i had been behaving the sickening me . im like dont know what struck onto me . haiyh . im just sorry and sorry . forgive me , will you ?

2009-08-29T14:39:00.000+08:00

heyhs:DD
got a msg from lovelies last night . i told her everything and we closed the book yesterday . and i just be my ownself yesterday . talked to adqwawan , and then slept for a little while and woke up , washed face and brushed teeth , went down . lepak with rara and qstar , smoked for like 11 sticks of Winner , 2 sticks of Next and went home . they said i wasnt the usual me . so what , i told you what , dont force me to come down , cause i aint in the mood . its not that i never tried to be myself . and stop blaming me . and jyeah , faisal ohh faisal , calling me late at night , just to bitch about a girl , its okayh . but , if you are bitching about me , then im fine cause im your past . but then , you're bitching about your current one , y'know . and thats not what you're supposed to do . its very baad . tsktsktskk . and jyeah , try cheering me up . i cant take it any longer . i need a hug . please ?

and jyeah , whoever is free on monday , 31st august , please do let me know . a bunch of so-called ' friends ' not following . whatever luhk eyhs . its your choice . and dont think it aint gonna turn out well , cause nunu , me , suzy and unta following . yaaaaaaaaaayy ! hope that its gonna turn out well . :DD

dinah was like sick , since last mondayy . and its getting worst . brought her to clinic . and was was given a lot of medicine . haiyh . and she doesnt wants to consume it . forced iher , but she doesnt want . haiyh . kak dee , take care of her eyhhs. i dont want her to be sick . please . i need her too . thankyouu .

and dont forget , text me , for those who wants to follow in mondayy:))

tiara.twinklestaar .

:DD

2009-08-28T21:04:00.000+08:00

heyhs . nunu didnt go sch todayy . was like alone there . and was like entertaining myself in class. how cute kann ? i know .then , went to junction8 , bishan . repaired handphone then went back homee . meanwhile , talked to adeqwawan . okayh go peyh adeqq .hahas . forced me to meet themm at cwp . but idw . malaaaaaaasss . hmmph . and im pissed by this friends of mine . twofaced .wth ? okayh go . lovee , tiara.twinklestaar :DD

hi humanns :DD

2009-08-27T15:49:00.004+08:00

hellohs:DD .
seriously , was happy lastnight , talked to fyiee and nunu . he like popped up this question , and asked nunu to me ask that question . i know its confusing . but seriously , i missed last night . i swear . i want to be with himm . be it happy or not , im sure ill be happy . he says he's change . well , apparently , i knew this long time ago . i feel like calling him bby . and i want him to know that , he's my babylove , heartbite , lovelies , 220309 , superlovee , sweetlove and onlyy .
bby , i want you back . and im serious:) . okayh , about fyiee , till here .

and now , about peeps .
eyh seriously , im just aint gonna talk to you all . im just gonna talk to someone who's innocent . you took what's mine , and leave your old rotten friend . its like unfair . now what , you think you're so cool ? excuse me , you aint . especially you , [insrtsnames ] . i just simply starting to hate you . you know who you are , and you know what you've done . wake up , man ! we are classmates . arent we supposed to love each other ? goddamnitt. i swear , if you still continue to behave this manner , or this way , then ill play by my rules . FUCKER . getlostt .

2009-08-24T22:50:00.000+08:00

psssstt .
went home ,
got ready and buke kat umah nenek , 742 .
then , went cwp with tasya .
bought a new tee .
then went homee .
how pathetic .
seriously , today is superbly boriiingggggg !

2009-08-23T17:22:00.000+08:00

oh nosee .
hi peeps .
i was fine today ,
woke up with a smile on my face today .
then bathed .
study for few hours ,
then went online .
yeahhs nammy ,
i agree with you onething .
its hard to get back to everybody named fir .
very hard .
and congrtas nammy , your fir is still single .
currently , listening to waitforyou , elliotyamin .
and im giving this words to my fir .

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go?

And all my tears they keep running down my face

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough

I'll Be Waiting.

220309 , i still love you like before .
and im still waiting for the right time , sometime special .

2009-08-22T13:39:00.000+08:00

psssst .
meeting nunu , ella , nini at yshun .
hahas .
i know .
studyyyy .
goood kann ?
i nose .
hahas .
bye ,
muchloves ,
tiara.twinklestarr .
byebye

2009-08-21T22:20:00.000+08:00

hi(:
its fridayy .
sawthat asshole at np .
motherfucker .
nossssssssee .
malay lesson was like fun !
hahas .
seriously ,
tmrw fasting .
im still in the mood to clubb // partyy , yknow .
nvm ,
sacrifice .
hahas .
okayh .
tiara so lawl !
i know kann !
nooooooooooossssssssssssssssseeeee !

pssst .

2009-08-20T13:04:00.001+08:00

hahahas .
borriiing .
just finished home-ec project .
hahas .
research . research . research .
haiyh .
exams coming soon .
study . study . study .
hahas .
im boreeed ,
at class .
muahahhas .
iloveyou , afifah .
iloveyou , nurulainaqilah .
iloveyou , nurfhareha .
iloveyou , suziliana .
iloveyou , nurjannah .
iloveyou , sitirohaini .
iloveyou , myself !

pssssst .

2009-08-19T01:19:00.000+08:00

noooosssseee !
hahas .
nose nose nose .
addicted ?
nooooooooooooo [sss] .
okayh , lawl .
im bored the whole daayy .
with noone to text , with noone to call me ,
how sad // pathetic .
i know kann ?
anndd ,
this abang adi of mine is asking for a slap .
online , offline , online , offline .
dumb dumb .
imm boreeeeeeeeedd .
text me or call me ,
im boreeeed ,

and yeahs ,
happy fasting .

2009-08-18T00:49:00.000+08:00

rushed out of house at 6.30 .
ran to admiralty ,
go to the platform to meet nunu ,
but i was late .
sorry .
then walked down to bustop to take 965 instead .
then school ,
go library ,
met the new interesting couples .
hahas .
okayh ,
im baaaad .
hahas .
kalau boleh , nanak lepaskan pulak tuhh .
hahas .
okayh .
lawl .
went home ,
talked to nunu at the bus stop .
guess what ?
on 1811 ,
i made a swear ,
if only i could get him back ,
i'd swear to ;

treasure him ,
listen to what he says ,
quit my sickening attitude ,
eaaat ,
never leave nunu , ella , nini ever again ,
obey him ,
and stop being a fussy asshole .
be the old me .

i swear , i swear , i swear .

okayh ,
i miss him like hell .
ohhs , tiara ,
wake up .
stop dreaaaaming .

and guess what ,
i've been saying NOOOOOOSE !
lawl kan ?
i know !
hahas .
nose .
nose .
nooooosssseee !
muchloves .
tiara.superhumann

2009-08-17T00:42:00.000+08:00

missing him very badlyy ,
guilty of what i've said to him on the phone .
i know i should not have said like that ,
hence putting down the phone .
i was in a bad mood too ,
i missed the manje him .
how loving .
wish i could turn back clock ,
called him earlier .
then we can talk till sunrise .
i've been thinking ,
does he feels guilty at all ?
if he does , then im sorry .
if he dont ,
then too bad for me luhk .
imsorry . imsorry . imsorry . imsorry . imsorry .
please ,
im terribly sorry .

2009-08-16T18:21:00.000+08:00

woke up at 0900 .
thanks to this stupid pranker ,
he was like ,
Pranker : " hi , tiara ader ? "
Tiara : " erm , yeah , its me . whos that ? "
Pranker : " its boi . leyh kenalkenal ? "
Tiara : " Sorry , i might be single , but im not ready . "
Pranker : " Kepala buto , sialan , pukimak kau , chibye " , and he hungs up .

I was like , what the hell ?
butoluhk ,
woke me up early in the morning ,
and just for that ?
wth ?
asshole .
goddamnit .

then went 888 , buy cigg .
then went jemputan ,
and went home back .
then ,
fs-ed ,
fb-ed ,
blogged .

okayh go .
im sleepy .

muchloves ,
tiara.superhumann

2009-08-15T18:06:00.000+08:00

woke up at 1300 ,
which like , im alrady late .
called murnii ,
went out ,
go np ,
then we did a crime .
nyehahahahs .
okayh ,
lawl .
i know .
hahhaas .
then ,
went home ,
talked otf ,
with ,
fyiee .
i swear ,
my heart beats very fast .
hahas .
and he was superbly very cute hahahs .
:)
cant wait till school reopens .
hahas .
add me at fb .

muchloves ,
tiara.superhumann

psst

2009-08-14T17:58:00.000+08:00

hellows !
hahas .
today is fridayy !
lol .
hahas .
basically ,
went to school ,
had p.e .
and music .
mr.zul was so friendly today .
^_^
hahas ,
and mr.roy was like l.o.l .
and was like , lack of love .
then murni followed me home ,
then off to work .
at restaurant 88 .
interesting jobb .
coool .
went home ,
slept like a pig ,
* oinkoink *
much loves ,
tiara.superhumann .

2009-08-12T20:44:00.000+08:00

heyhs .
bored at home
upanddown my house .
inandout of my room , toilet , and kitchen .
mummy says im like , a freak .
nowhere to go , and nothing to do .
hahas .
basically ,
this is what i did today ,
wokeup ,
bathed ,
got ready for school ,
went down the stairs ,
walked to admiralty ,
waited for bus ,
studystudystudy ,
recess ,
studystudystudy ,
went to eat beancurd ,
went for srp ,
went back home ,
smoked along the way ,
then ,
went back home with ifwat , apeet , arif and afifah .
hahas .

and i enjoyed it a lot .

muchloves ,
tiara.superhhumann

2009-08-11T20:08:00.000+08:00

hohos .
its arif's birthday todayy .
he's turned 14 ,
cool , right ?
but whatever it is ,
im already 14 , long time ago .
muhahahhas .
one thing i just realised ,
my birthday's coming .
and wth ?
okayh go .

hahahs .
im scared about something ,
the idea fafa had in her mind .
scary u knoww .

haha ,
okayhs ,
im so in the mood .
to partyy .
toodles ;
muchloves ,
tiara.superhumann

:)

2009-08-09T23:53:00.002+08:00

amacam , baik pah ?
Happy National Day .
muahahhahas .
anyways ,
went out ,
saw 4 of my ex-es .
due sombong , due tegor ,
yang tegor pulak , terlebih tegor ,
kalau panggil , nak satu nation dengar .
sh*t .
nvm .
saw budakbudak ai .
satusatu pakaian tak perlu dokk .
anyway ,
enjoyed , had fun .
macam biase ,
suke buat keje bodow .
hahahas .
stupid tiara .
basically ,
i saw that bastard .
just look down and walk off .
and kakak farah was like ,
" wa nampak itu pukimak uhk . lu tak jalan tangan pah ? "
i just said ,
" naaah . nanti ader orang cakap aku maseyh budakbudak uhk whye . "
kakak farah was like , am i dreaming or what ?
hahhas ,

seriously , im like frustrated .
i never stare her nor never do anything to her ,
and she was like making me angry .
lucky that is a public place .
fuck her luhk .

and people ,
and those who know about me missing him ,
stop asking .
he's like making me hate him .
its like how can he say me still childish ?
heyh ,
eventhough im still 15 ,
i know what its like in the outside world .
so what if youre like 19 ?
big fuck ?
eyh , stop it eyh .
if you want me to hate you ,
tell me .
i'll try my best .
you should know what ,
i dont hate people easily and for no reason .
serious shit , u made me angry .
from the time he left me alone , till now , he's been giving a terrible cold shoulder .
seriously , he left me for a reason , and im not to be blame ,
why is he doing this to me ?
comeon , im innocent .
ive been going through alot .
stupid .
i dont care if you said , u got a new one , just for an excuse .
and i can find someone better .
but it takes time .
nvm uhk .
dont wish to talk about it .
heartaching .
seriously ,
its hard for me to say it ,
but ,
imsingle):

there's one thing i would never forget ,
and the only thing that made me blush when he said this ,
" the hardest phrase for me to say is , i have to leave you .
and the sweetest and phrase for me to say is , iloveyou . "

but i understand ,
and one thing i could tell myself :
i loved him more than anyone could ,
but he hurted me more than anyone would .

seriously , now i now the true meaning of heartache and heartbroken .

lastly , thankyou [ insertsname ]

and goodnight .

2009-08-08T01:12:00.000+08:00

psst .
make me laugh ,
and make me smile .
i want to smile and laugh , like you do .
but i cant .
and one thing i have in mind ,
and boys , answer me .
is this the perfect timing bastard-ing girls ?
its like comeon ,
after me , somebody else .
its like ,
what fuck ?
oh gosh ,
help me .
i wanna laugh ,
and nver get upset .
ilybabes ,
ihy , bastards .

booh !

2009-08-07T22:00:00.001+08:00

nyehahahahas .
dah lame tak blog kan ?
iknowiknow .
the nd celebrations were okayh luhks .
but i enjoyed the talentime the most .
hahas .
basically , it was performed by S.A.D , Happily Ever After , YoYo , and a dancer group .
hahas .
YoYo was the winner , followed by the dancers , Happily Ever After and the S.A.D .
hahahas .
tiara is in the mood now .
hahas .

serious shit about aiaikayseow ,
she sucks trulyy ,
pokewak , the lanchiowei pasal aku same farah rabak sia .
buto luhk .
spoil the mood sia .
kimak btol .
and she called me just now , saying ,
" nyah , best kuar ? "
and i was like ,
" best , tanpe kau best , hidop aku senang uhk .
tak banyak bunyi . better without you . "
she went silent and she hung up .
buto luhk .
gyni peyh twinsoul aku tak pandang siaa .
dah longgar ngan si tmpang buat hal longgar uhk siaa .
fuck sia .

and yes ,
i went lepak just now .
met with ramzy and esdahh ,
rokok free flow jack .
winner some more .
muahahhas .
they brought my wide smile back !
which is impressing .
intresting .
i know .
okayh go .
btw ?
anyone going clubbing ?
i want follow .
pleaase .

okayh go .
serious shit ,
tiara's in the mood to partyy .
and link me ,
muchloves ,
tiara.superhumann .

2009-08-04T19:51:00.000+08:00

shit siaa .
that keemeng and haikal all know where i stay already .
stupiid .
eee !
geram nyerhs !
i took the effort to go home late and leave house early so that they wont caught me ,
but initially ,
they know .
what fuck ?
gee ,
omg !
sh*t uhk .
geram sia .
then , haikal said , ' jiranjiran ' .
nunu tak habeshabes kacau .
* arrrghs *
geram nyerhs .
seriously , effort wasted sia .

030809

2009-08-03T00:40:00.003+08:00

babi dierh .
eeee !
geram nyerh aku !
stupiiid .
wait , thats all for ' DYANA ' .
stupiid .
kenape luhk die kena buat mulut ?
best sangat pek sia ?
eeee !
babi btol .
geram sia .
she uat mulut about aku peyh sayang sia .
puki die luhk .
damn it .
nvm luhk .
he also like dont care already .
what to do .
seriously ,
commiting suicide is like fun ,
nak try ngan aku ?

020309 .

2009-08-02T00:11:00.001+08:00

feat mirashafiqah :D

mummy wants adorage ? wth ?

heyhs .
went jemputan .
met with the person i missed most ,

amirrul
nadiah
radiah
mizza
adam
nani
shafiqah
shahirah
amar

seriously ,
i missed them loads .
well ,
i reached there first , and then this dumb amirrul like tegor me and said ,

" sombong eyh kau ! "

i was like , WTH ?
he was the one who always never tegor me , and like sombong with me , and he said that i sombong .
what siaa .
then i just like said , " maner aderh ? "
then i shook his hand and walked off .
paiseyh sia .
then nadiah like reached there and like gave me a sweet smile and a big wave .
i was like , OMG !
NAAAADDIIIAAAAAHH !
OMG , imyal .
then i gave a big hug !
yay !
like ,
finally , we cousins meet up .
nyehahahahas .
happy you know .
muahahahhahas .
then i hang around with her , at her house then go umah maklong .
and there is where i met yang lain .
YAY !
hahahas .
kimak , rindu sia .
but overall ,
i missed nadiaaah alot more than the others .
buahahahahha .
then ,
this stupid lutfi from buitpanjang camp like appear .
WTF ?
babi btol .
hmmph .
geraaam siaaa .
pantat btol .
haiyh .
anyway .
i enjoyed my day .
especially with nadiah and mira shafiqah .
muahahahhas .
and gosh ,
nadiaah is like bstf with my senior .
if im not wrong shaiyk .
sec 4 .
i was like wth ?
she keeps on scaring me like wanting to ask syaikh about me in school .
oh no ,
help me .
i hope this unknown syaikh like dontknow me .
pleaseee .
allright then ,
im done .
and sorry , i cant attached gambar nadiah here .
got smth wrong .

2009-08-01T16:38:00.001+08:00

mummy says im spoilt !
wth ?
she says i've changed , in different ways :
clothings , the way i walk , the way i talk , the way i am towards everybody ,
everything .
whatthehell ?
iknowiknow .
sumpah sort siaaa .
she said ,
she used to have one adorable daughter , and now that adorable daughter of hers eventually changed into a monster , who dares to kill her own father and get back to her parents . seriously , i hate this part . she would tend to be my radiokarat . haiyh . i seriously dont know what to say .
guess what , eventually this thing made me happy , im superbly meeting uncle fairuz this monday . he just came back from america ,
and now looking for a job here . hahas . and can somebody accompany me for liquor , or beer ?
im stressed out !

and happy birthday jai .
may you last long with your 220609 .

and i hate you ! , * arrghs * !

2009-08-01T16:38:00.000+08:00

2009-07-31T15:12:00.000+08:00

pssst .
nyhahahahhas .
still smiling eventhough im mad .
okayh , seriously ,
sape tak bingit bile kawan kau buat mulut pasal kawan kau ?
shit siaa .
banyakbanyak ex ,
kenape fyiee sia ?
benci sia .
arrrghs !
nvm .
sunday die maybe turun .
mesti hardcore peyh siaa .
anyway ,
im in jurong .
i go home next week .
so , pape text .
* zhaaaaaaoooo *
hanyatiara .

nyhahahas .

2009-07-30T13:59:00.003+08:00

seriously ,
jady orang takmoh macam shiall uhks .
nabeyh .
kau amek aku peyh ex nyerh num ,
tak bilang aku tak pek .
buto luhk .
kau tahu aku maseyh sayangkan die btol ?
puky kau luhk sia .
kau maky aku peyh mak tau tady .
buto ,
aku tak maky kau kan tady ,
sundal !
buto luk sial .
pukymak kau balek uhk sial !

booo !

2009-07-28T12:33:00.000+08:00

nyehahahas !

its fyiee birthday !

lawl .

iknowiknow .

wished him .

nyehahahs .

poor thing he dont want to celebrate .

haiyh .

but nevermind ,

good thing is i got to talk to him :) .

muahahahas .

omg , damn shitt .

he got to read my blog .

fuck .

nabeyh .

chibye .

* aaarrrrghs ! *

buto luhk .

macam mane die tahu siaaa .

wth ?

damn .

paiseyh sia .

seriously ,

when he told me he knew it ,

i was damn speechless .

i swear .

he claims that i asked him to .

wtf ?

damn .

but , nvm .

i dont think he reads anymore .

* fuuh * , * wipes sweat * .

nyahahas .

okayh , go !

psst .

2009-07-26T15:51:00.001+08:00

psst .
ahahas .
long time no blog uhks .
now also dk what to put in .
as usual ,
i still miss my bby .
my dear old fyiee .
haiyh .
people ask me to forget him ,
but i cant .
seriously , i cant .
geee ,
by insulting him ,
you arent getting him away from my mind , dumbdumb .
muahahahahhas .
anyway ,
toodles .
muchloves ;
hanyatiara

psst .

2009-07-26T15:51:00.000+08:00

psst .

2009-07-21T16:44:00.003+08:00

kawankawan sekalian ;

kalau nak jady pompan atau lelaky ,

jangan rampas orang punyer mataer .

kite tak pasal kalau korang nak lanchiowei kat kiter ,

tapy jangan sampai terok sangat uhk .

eventhough u have known that very sombody for years ,

7years7months pon ,

never believe in her .

never give in to her .

never let her step above your head .

whatever the bullshit is ,

just dont .

kawan boleyh bawak lawan .

seripus shit ,

im pissed !

* arrrghs ! *

itu pompan belom tahu sape die lanchiowei dengan .

cume kalau korang kenal sape aku refering tu ,

stay away jek luhk .

better play safe than sorry .

okayhs ?

muchloves ;

♥ hanyatiara ♥

2009-07-16T18:56:00.003+08:00

psst .
im fine .
three days mc .
and i still feel bad .
i havent fully recoverd yet .
nyehahhas .
but who cares ?
im single ,
with noone to care for .
i rather die .
fake !
ahahahas .
still need to enjoy life .
enjoy tu enjoy jugak .
tak mo melampau .
* clearsthroat *
hahas .
sumpah tiara macam paham .
wtf .
anyway ,
class photo was indeed some bullshit .
what the hell ?
iknowiknow .
today aiai came .
fun .

camwhored .
gossiped .
disturbed people .
drama-ing .
lied to this stupid idiot , kamarul .
practised lovebite .
hahas
.

takecare .
istillmissyoubby .

2009-07-11T00:59:00.003+08:00

hi b !

its been long since i blogged .

i have nothing to blog about .

hahaaas .

lately ,

ive been busy ,

and to my suprise ,

i forgotten the people that i shouldnt be forgetting .

how pathetic ,

hahas .

i need to put on effort for my works .

arghs .

i need someone to talk to in my life ,

volunteer pleaasse .

hahas .

ilyb .

220309 .

2009-07-08T11:25:00.003+08:00

hellohs ; !

its been a long time since i blogged .

imagine ,

ton-ning for 5 days straight , sape tak mangkuk ?

ahahahs .

lagypon ,

ive been busy with myself .

i still missed him , as usual .

but he has been giving me a very cold shoulder .

i love him loads ,

but how do would i express it ?

help me !

2009-07-05T19:47:00.004+08:00

hellohshellohshellohs .

nyahahas .

tiara ohh tiara .

life has been difficult for me .

friends , bgr , family problem .

how sad .

havent been my true self these days .

urm ,

anyway ,

im still missing him .

like i always do .

fyiee , i want you back in my life .

2009-07-01T19:45:00.001+08:00

its been long since i last updated .

how [athetic .

i know .

nyhahahs .

well ,

im sleeping at a friends place of mine now .

ohhas .

nyehahas .

and i still my superhhbby ,

ffyiee .

well .

thats all .

till i update soon .

270609

2009-06-27T22:50:00.005+08:00

ahahas .
im bored , tired .
left home at 11 am ,
reached qirin's house at 1130 .
then ,
beli asap ,
asap .
then baru nak tydo ,
qirin kejut ,
cakap yang die nak jumpe sharul kat somerset ,
and needed company .
sacrificed ,
bathed .
then zhaao .
* zooom .*
then , dah sampai redhill mrt ,
si adeklengkok nak jumpe , at quennsway .
kite patah alek queensway .
tunggu peyh tunngu ,
15 min die sampai .
ape lagy ,
jalan uhk .
naik train ,
nampak kawan fyiee , az .
automatically ,
i think about him .
nyahahas .
then sampai somerset ,
tunggu si shahrul tu , selama 17.30 minute .
biler die sampai ,
uat muke tak bersalah .
alasan ; bapak die kat situ .
nyehahahas .
what only .
* jahat seyh tiara ! *
muahahahah .
then ,
alek .
asap peyh asap .
lepak at bawah blok jap .
ngan ramzi and amir .
hahas .
they got to know about me and f***e ,
then they played me dugaandariillahi .
how sweet .
but deeply inside of me ,
im still loving him like i always do .
seriously ,
he was better than my ex ,
and should b better than my next .
he did showered me with pure love .
but then ,
HAIYH .
nvm then .
dont wish to talk about it .
till here , then .
and yeah ,
dont ;
just because im single,
dont text me as if im yours .
dont talk about love , when you dont actually mean it .
and , im still waiting for him .
prove me the true meaning of love , and i'll consider .
but i wont give him up luhks .
ahahas .
till here ,
tiarasayangs .

tiara , the same old me .

2009-06-26T23:41:00.003+08:00

heyhs .
rara onlined using my msn acc ,
chat with fyiee !
arrrghs .
malu nye aku .
kima ,
aku rindu die siol .
seriously ,
hes making me hate him ,
which i dont , never , and wont .
i dont hate my exs .
nyehahas .
hes been giving me a terrible cold shoulder ,
a very cold one .
i apologise on behalf of rara pon salah .
waaah ,
sabar jek luhk nyah .
anyway ,
today is sharul peyh courtcase .
as usual ,
qirin nangis ,
takot kehilangan die ,
im in a terrible gastric ,
i went out to entertain her .
saket ,
tapy die dah sedih ,
ape nak uat ?
biar aku sakit haty ,
jangan die .
and im still missing him like hell .
if only he reads this ,
whooa .
paiseyh .
but i should confess what .
but dont know when .
when could it be ?
or its never happening ?
* arrrghs * , help me .

a message for 220309 ,

2009-06-24T22:43:00.001+08:00

heyhs ;
im sorry if i have hurted you in any way .
i pretty much didnt do anything .
and all of a sudden ,
u said it .
it pretty much hurt me .
well ,

at the very first place ,
i was heartbroken ,
yet rushing .
so ,
what im going to tell you is ,

f***e ,
i do appreciate our time together ,

the kisses ,
the hugs ,
the pulls ,
the laughters ,
the bites ,
the meetups ,
the moments and memories shared together , within us .

i cant deny that i had completely forgotten you nor hated you already , nor can i accept the fact that its over .
but what else could i do ?
im just your girlfriend ,
not your wife , whom you will be sharing half of your life with .
i cant stop you .
it hurts , alot .
and jyeah ,
never call yourself a bastard ,
for what youve done towards me .
i dont want you to feel bad .
take it that i left you , eventhough i didnt .
so , takecare .
and should you be needing help ,
my phone // housephone will be on , just for you .
eventhough youre bored .
nyehahas .
* arrrghs * .
im missing you .
like a lot .
* hugging eeyore and pooh together *
ohhs , seriously ,
muhammad firdhaus ,
istillloveyou ,
like before .
i wish you were reading this ,
but i now you aint gonna .
ilyfirdhaus .

hahas ,

2009-06-20T22:57:00.000+08:00

kite ngah uat practical , lawl !

i wokeup late ,

around 6 .

supposed to wake up at 0530.

but 0030 min late .

rushed to the toilet

bathed ,

put my clothes on ,

slack ,

makeup ,

hair ,

and * zooom ! *

im off .

took the train , instead of 969 .

silly , kan ?

haha .

went to the civildefence .

standard , aiai cuci mate ,

i didnt , i swear !

hahas .

blahaha .

2009-06-19T22:43:00.003+08:00

kite ngah mendaq , ape lagyy ?

wokeup ,

at aroung 1230 .

whoaa .

lambatnyerhs !

hahas .

penat pekk .

hahas .

then i want to go home ,

rindu gyler maot ngan B ngan aiai .

then went home .

tapy sebelom tu gy makan .

sume orang order macam tak ade besok gytu .

mee luhks , nasi , tomyam , c'chop , fnc , macammacam .

aku simple ajek .

airsoyabean , AJEK .

hahas .

balek ,

the first one i called was B !

but die tak angkat , * cis ! *

hahas ,

second was aiai !

she was like ,

aiai :" helloh , kau kat mane ? "

tiara : " kau dah tahu aku pakai home phone kau tanye aku kat mane ? dah bodoh kape ? "

aiai : " eh ? oh . AAAHS ! kau dah balek !"

tiara : * i went silent *

aiai : " imy siaa ! "

tiara : " really ? "

aiai : "abeyh ? what do you think ? "

tiara : " kalau rindu asal boleyh lupe nyary anniversary aku ngan kau ? "

aiai : " aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhs ! ohyeah ! * giglged *

tiara : " yeluhk . aku kan lupe , kau kan dah ade sharul , mane nak ingat aku .. "

aiai : " aku sebernanye ingat , cume excited kau dah balek , jadi terlupe . "

the conversation went on and on .

* you dont expect me to tell everything right ? *

ahahas .

then talked till midnight ,

went to bed ,

meeting her at tampines at 0800 am .

much loves , tiara .

nyehahas .

2009-06-18T22:28:00.001+08:00

woke up ;

seeing eveyone packing .

i was blurr ,

" kenape korang pack ? , kan maseyh ade 2 hary lagyy ."

i asked .

then ,

" kat sini mendaq siot . bapak kau plan nak gy KL plak , tydo kat DutaVista . "

i just nodded my head and went back to sleep .

hahas .

then i was pulled , by mummy !

hahas .

bathed ,

breakfast ,

packed ,

watched tv .

then checkout ,

boring !

took that damn fucking ferry ,

reached .

then the first thing i did was hugged eeyore and pooh !

ahahas .

missed them .

hahas .

then proceeded to KL , bought a lot of stuff !

but then , sambilsambil uhk ,

beli rokok marlboro mint , freshmint .

whooa .

then abang syahrul , daddy , mummy , daniel , tasya

ate the durian .

i stayed in the car .

talking to twinny .

hahas .

bill melambong dokk !

hahas .

then , checkin hotel ,

i went swimming .

ahahas .

lepas swimming ,

siapsiap ,

main pool ngan abang syahrul .

best gyler maott .

ahahas .

then tydo !

: jyeahs , i missed you the most , bby !

OH NO !

2009-06-17T22:17:00.001+08:00

penat , tapi sempat amek gambar . hahas . UGLYYY !

woke up early in the morning , at around 0726 .

ate breakfast .

walked to the jetty , which is like13 km walk !

jauh siaa !

then went snorkelling .

i thought it was going to be fine ;

but it didnt .

for that particular 5 hours ,

i became a pregnant teenage .

i got sea-sick ,

after 3 stops .

then vomitted and vomitted .

* arrghs ! *

i got myself to the hotel .

siapsiap ,

gy beach ngan abang syahrul .

abang syahrul nak cuci mate ,

then i followed , without any intention .

then dary jauh mummy cakap dah macam couple ?

WTH ?

im not .

we arent !

then dorang gy makan ,

i stay kat hotel , makan maggi cup .

dah serik makan nasi !

&& ; jyeah ,

missing them loads !

nyehahas ;

2009-06-16T22:07:00.001+08:00

sorry , serabai , ngah panas !

left home at 2300

bought beverages ;

proceeded to malaysia .

then ;

abang syahrulnizam got a passport problem .

* haha ; padanmuke ! *

went to terrengganu .

malaysian , they were like so boasty .

saw us and said , SINGAPOREAN !

WTF ?

seriously ;

we spent like 550for ferry .

mahal siott .

went to check in hotel ; around 2 pm .

i was damn tired .

while everyone went for a stroll by the beach ,

i slept like a pig , * oinkoink ! *

serious shit ; i was missing twinny at that moment .

satu hary tak jumpe // bobal ,

macam seribu tahun gytu .

then makan tomyam !

balik sakitperut !

hahas .

i tried to sleep ;

but to no avail .

then tak leyh tydo ;

kuar ngan abang syahrul gy asap .

lagy sikit caught redhanded .

; currently , missing aiai and HYM .

sentosaaa ; 140609

2009-06-14T22:51:00.008+08:00

ipin ! , sharul ! , aiai ! , tiara !
tiara ! , aiai ! , sharul ! , shekyn !

aiai !

people !

hahs .

went to sentosa ;

with ;

ipin !

sharul !

twinny !

haili !

fadly !

syikeen !

didi !

khai !

ryan ( 2yearsold baby ) !

kakak khai !

two of kawan kakak khai !

me !

nyahahas .

but before that ;

at harbourfront mrt control station ;

we guys fought with an old fucking aunty .

alaarh ;

she was the makcik paling heboh in suria channel .

i swear .

then ; sharul , me , qirin , ngan kakak khai sekali ,

maki die ;

kite gado .

aku kat sane geraaam ajek .

die marah twinny aku sial .

sape tak sort kan ?

kimaaak ; tu orang tua kalau aku nampak ;

tak banyak bunyi peyh siaal .

geraam .

sampai sekarang tau .

mak dier peyh puki luhks .

haiyh .

aku mesti relax .

hidup mesti maau chill betol .

lepas tu kite sume asap .

lepas asap plak tu ;

ade lagy haaaal .

kimak .

ade perang dunia luhk sia kat depan sentosa .

itu perang didi sama syikeen .

syikeen salah paham .

then she started crying .

wth ?

padahal die minahyep .

sapa tak terkejut siaal ?

kimaak ;

sort sia .

lpas tu ;

sume dah settle ; thanks to me ! :D .

* ainks *

then ; as usual ;

dah sampai sentosaa ;

ape lagy ?

take a stroll with ;

ipin !

sharul !

twinny !

got some bad news ;

a very serious heartaching shit ;

which ended me up crying ; heart-achingly .

haiyh .

but i feel bad cause i scared ipin thought that he broke my heart .

but he didnt .

whoooa .

yeahs .

i went moodswing ;

for like halfanhour .

then macam biase .

standard maah tiara .

kalau majok mesti sekejap peyh .

tapy tu bukan majok siaa .

tu moodswing .

uhs ; same luhks moodswing ngan majok .

haiyaahs .

then ;

kite enjoy .

kite enjoy macam takde besok gytu siaa .

dah dalam kul 6.30 ; kite mandy nak alek .

kul 7 , kite rushing maut .

sanggup sia lari daty vivo to habourfront mrt .

paiseyh sia .

ipin ngan sharul ade probation ;

by 8 should be home .

waaah ; piang eyh .

then macam biase jugak .

nyehahas .

otw ale tu ;

singgah linkway jap .

ade abang harry ngah talk oth ngan kakak wanie .

i also kacaukacau uhks .

then talk to her .

then alek .

then sampai umah ;

talk otf ;

mandy ;

blogging ;

fs-ing ;

fb-ing ;

tagged-ing .

macammacam uhks aku uat ;

maklum ;

besok mau jalan pekk .

btol uhks ?

ainnks .

hahas .

kay luhks ;

sampai sini jek okayhs ?

pape text ;

aites ?

* ainkainks *

nak number ? minta luhk g .

* aink .*

maenmaen ajek .

hahas .

byebye .

130609

2009-06-13T22:35:00.000+08:00

went to twinn-ehhs house .

some kind of enjoying .

* waiinks . *

as usual ;

took photos ;

watch movies ;

* coughscoughs * ; s**** ;

sh*** ;

macammacam uhks .

hahas .

120609

2009-06-13T13:07:00.003+08:00

yesterday was fun !
went shopping with twinny ; buy a lot of stuffs !

ring ;
necklace ;
camerabag ;
slipper ;
shoe ;
clothings ;
make-up stuffs ;
new phone ;
simcard ;
ankle-bracelet ;
lots and lots more .

nyehahas .
we spent around 300 .
and to her is still not enough .
haiyhs .
anyway ;

i have forgotten that somebody in my life yesterday .
painful , yeah .
but what can i do ?
this is all boy's foolishness .
to them ; love is all about playing girl's feeling .
but ;
we are used to it .
okayhs ;
im done here .
take care .
much loves ; tiara .

twinsoul ;

2009-06-11T18:42:00.003+08:00

im sorry if i cant celebrate our 7yrs6mths anniversary together ;

due to such typical reasons .

but there will be a belated celebration for us the next day .

i know you are going to read this ;

thats why i blogged it here .

dont get suprised .

sorry i didnt tell you facetoface eventhough you're just next to me ;

but not paying attention , smsing shahrul .

nyehahas .

im sorry .

dont call me to ask about this matter .

i dont want to say about it .

okayhs .

d-o-n-e .

hiyaaakdiissh !

holidays ;

2009-06-11T17:40:00.003+08:00

holidays ?

its a heavy sigh for me .

boringboringboring .

so ; what i did was photography ;

editings ;

lepaak ;

sleeping ;

eating ;

watchingtv .

this aint any ordinary boredom i guess .

* ARRRGHS ! *

someone text me ; allright ?

ohh yeahs ;

i've got a new number !

till here thenn .